I am putting something down because I need a container for all the love I have for this show because it has nowhere else to go now. There are so many stories left to tell but the powers that be decided that it is not worth telling after all. It's not right but it has always been that way. I do not need to expound on how wrong this is, just like I do not need to explain how the finale of Killing Eve is unjust. We get it. We know. That doesn't stop the hurting. I am also strong. I will get over this and find some new obsessions. However, that takes time. Healing takes time and transformation. Right now all I know is that I am sad and angry.

Legends of Tomorrow ruined tv shows for me, just like Portrait of a Lady on Fire ruined movies for me, but in the best way. Is it perfect? I am well aware that it is not. But oh how original and exciting. After I saw the light I could never go back to darkness. I am grateful that I stumbled upon something that brought me so much joy. I am grateful that we had what we had. It all felt like a miracle and a dream. At this moment I feel like I will never love as I've loved, but I know that's not true. With the universe's permission, I shall have a long road of life ahead of me and many more loves and adventures. I just need some time.

When did a legend ever go quietly? Legends never die. How ironic. It's like they are always gearing up for goodbyes. Well legends, Happy Trails.